I told a friend the other day that I only try to blog my optimistic thoughts. The pessimistic thoughts come all too often without me holding on to them over the blogisphere. She told me to blog the bad stuff too, because God is in that as well. So today, a not as chipper post.
Not feeling overly optimistic today. My head is spinning a little from the research I am doing for my thesis. Sometimes I really feel like I am probably way off on my theories I am putting forth. Am I reading the research studies right? Am I really making good comparisons? Do I have any idea what I am talking about? I'm feeling pretty jealous of all my teaching buddies who are having great summers hanging with their kids and going on great trips while I sit at home and work my tail off. Any time I do get to go out, I can only handle an hour or two before I am hurting too much. I am sure it will be worth it when I have a copy of thesis in hand, but I would really like to get to play for a couple days too without being in pain. Today I am really struggling with it all being well with my soul.
Mark 9:24 - "I do believe, help me overcome my unbelief!"
Sweet Sarah...you will be finished soon with this crazy thesis! I am sure you are right on track with everything. Lets do coffee so you can relax for a little bit!
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